changes...

****warning this post will mention breast feeding and have the words boobs in it!  Please continue at your own risk ;)



Well my baby is one and with that means we are stopping nursing/pumping.  I wanted to go longer at first, but she is not willing and wanting to nurse anymore, and I can do without the biting, pinching, and bleeding :)
When i stopped with Jackie it was really easy, at least what I can remember of it.  I remember a day of feeling like i was going to expolde but that was about it.  This time i decided to do it really slow like we area talking removing a feeding session every 1.5 weeks.  Well i got my self down to one and then decided to stop.  I was thinking of doing every other day, but i was ready to just stop. 
Can i just say how much my boobs HURT! dang its been a week and I still look bigger then a double D! take a look for your self! I have now had 3 people comment on it haha
(its up on my moms facebook)

Argh! For now i am icing and hoping it will go away soon :) lol anyway the REAL purpose was to write that my new goal is to give up sugar (we are talking sugar foods here not like oh milk has sugar cant drink it) until thanksgiving! My weight loss has had a lot to do with eating better and nursing but i still have had those few treats now and again.  but I am done :) although i did decide if I am running late to work i will still have chocolate milk :)!
So we will see how it goes! I made it through my brothers homecoming which was not as hard as I thought! I forget that with both kids i could not really eat sugar when pregnant, now if i can just up the running/work out dvds maybe i can get rid of the  last 15lbs-20lbs (pretty sure my boobs weigh like 5 lbs or at least i am hopping i did not gain that much weight this last week! EK!)